I've been putting off doing the Christmas decorations and I know I shouldn't. Just doesn't feel the same that I'm gonna be doing it all without you. I love you so much and Christmas isn't going to be the same. I miss you and it feels horrible. Wish j could have a cuddle xx

The word 'Treacle' came up in my crossword puzzle this morning, I couldn't help but think of you and smile because it instantly reminded me of that catch phrase and the creepy impression that went along with it and never failed to make Steph and I laugh! xxx

Wherever you are watching over us from, I know that you will have fallen off your chair laughing your head off as Gray and I rushed to the kitchen and chugged down a pint of milk each! I think it's safe to say that the padron peppers we bought at the chilli festival were considerably hotter than the ones that we bought last summer! Whenever something like that happens, I always think of you and Steph and me; eyes watering, you grinning like a cheshire cat and all of us struggling to breathe because we're all laughing so hard! I miss you so much bro! X x x